Five years later and we miss you more than yesterday. This morning it was cloudy unlike the day you passed away. On that day, the sun was shining so bright. Heaven knew a new angel was about to enter the gates. Your smile, laughter, and big warm kisses are missed each and every day. I remember the night before when we talked without realizing it would be the last time. My heart aches for my baby, yes baby, you will always be my baby because you were my first. So much has happened since you left us. I remember you would tell me to stay away from certain people, however, TJ, if I had I would blame myself that I do not see or talk to them now. I am glad that I went with my heart and stayed engaged with them. Now I have no regrets because up until the day you went home to be with the Lord, I talked to them, visited them and gave them gifts. Some how some way things got turned around by the person you warned me against. It does not matter though because God, our family, and you know the truth. As you so eloquently stated God has a plan. I ask God to kiss you for me every day and tell you good night. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU. May God continue to hold you in His arms.